Cold deck and impatient

for an hour and a half i was catching ass cards. K4 , Q3 , J2, 42, and more bs. i get this one situation where im gutted nd n early position after the flop and a guy bets late. i think if i catch my seven hes fuckd. so i call a pot sized bet. the board pair 8s and it goes check check. then the seven hits. i lead out with $30 and only get a call with a higher straight. i may have had to just be patient because i called with a low end straight draw with no pot odds to call. bad play already. then what ended my session was a limp with 44 on the button and the flop 10 5 5. first dood gives a funny check and i still move in, only to find out he has the 5.

my afterthought is: be more self perceptive. know when you feel impatient and calm down. wait for enough chips to make plays. dont try with a shortstack, cuz its hard to get people to lay down a hand with only $40 behind. the time will come when you have enough chips to play. until then, sit back nd chill.