i dont really understand how something good can end suddenly and stay stuck in my brain that i only use 5 % of . .. ? i mean, it was quick, so i should be over it just as fast. right? i dwell on it too much. sometimes, i feel its a bad thing. only because it inhibits me from getting out there and seeing what else is good. life is abundant in things all positive. so why stay stuck on something thats gone anyway? its not like it bothers me, i just miss it. thats all. And other times, i feel its good thing. i dont mind thinking about the fun moments. it helps me appreciate anything good that's in or comes in my life. Because in any instant, it can go *poof*. other than that, the thought alone of the good times can feel euphoric.
i cant be thankful enough that, at least, something good happens to me. no doubt about that.
"offically missing you" -tamia
Friday, April 24, 2009
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